There are so many types of weirdos in this world (n i've been seeing much more of 'em in the past year or so..). So something must be wrong with the world. You could be a weirdo yourself... hell, i could even be a weirdo. (definitely a weirdo to the weirds!).
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The Weird Broken Woman
Ohhh she's so weird... she's so damn weird...
That's because she never knew what she wants. Always obsessed by the ideal world pegged in her mind. But her ideal world may not be ideal at all. Being accustomed to lies throughout her life, she may not know what is real and what is not, which ones are the truth and which ones are sweettalks...
Finding light (dats what she thinks) when it is actually a lie. Finding happiness (dats what she also thinks) when it's actually a cover up of her loneliness. Finding freedom when it's actually her road to pandemonium...
She has been broken (not by me that is, I've only been tryin to give another chance to someone who has f*cked up bad in life,.. and gonna continue so). Or maybe her brain is also broken? Cz, doesn't it need only a mere logic to understand those differences?.. Well, she has been broken, and she is weird. The only question is whether i should put the word 'therefore' between 'and' and 'she', or not. . .?? (see? ... u need brain to understand the last sentence!)
Do i feel sad? yes..
Cz I know she's not happy.. cz i know she's falling apart. Cz i know she's just too comfortable in her own world of lies, deceit, falsified happiness, and denials. She will say she was hurt, and that has been a major excuse for pretty much everything, but nothing's gonna change if she keeps hiding in her 'comfort zone' of false happiness. She's in an abyss, she has been,.... and maybe in it she will always be.
"Remember,... the light at the end of the tunnel, may be you!.." (the outro of "Amazing - Aerosmith")
yeah yeah.. i know it may be me... but i think she will still be stuck in the tunnel, til i dunno when.
That's because she never knew what she wants. Always obsessed by the ideal world pegged in her mind. But her ideal world may not be ideal at all. Being accustomed to lies throughout her life, she may not know what is real and what is not, which ones are the truth and which ones are sweettalks...
Finding light (dats what she thinks) when it is actually a lie. Finding happiness (dats what she also thinks) when it's actually a cover up of her loneliness. Finding freedom when it's actually her road to pandemonium...
She has been broken (not by me that is, I've only been tryin to give another chance to someone who has f*cked up bad in life,.. and gonna continue so). Or maybe her brain is also broken? Cz, doesn't it need only a mere logic to understand those differences?.. Well, she has been broken, and she is weird. The only question is whether i should put the word 'therefore' between 'and' and 'she', or not. . .?? (see? ... u need brain to understand the last sentence!)
Do i feel sad? yes..
Cz I know she's not happy.. cz i know she's falling apart. Cz i know she's just too comfortable in her own world of lies, deceit, falsified happiness, and denials. She will say she was hurt, and that has been a major excuse for pretty much everything, but nothing's gonna change if she keeps hiding in her 'comfort zone' of false happiness. She's in an abyss, she has been,.... and maybe in it she will always be.
"Remember,... the light at the end of the tunnel, may be you!.." (the outro of "Amazing - Aerosmith")
yeah yeah.. i know it may be me... but i think she will still be stuck in the tunnel, til i dunno when.
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