Sepuluh Tahun (lyric)

by Raygava 2005

Sepuluh Tahun

Tahukah bahwa dari dulu aku memuja dirimu
Dan kusimpan dalam hati
Tahun demi tahun tlah berganti
Entah mengapa kamu masih disini

Ingat masa SMA aku sering jemput dia
Kutunggunya di luar sekolah
Bertahun-tahun aku mencoba
Coba tuk temukan apa yang salah

*Tapi entah mengapa slama ini dirimu tak pernah
menjadi milikku
Dan kini kau akan menikahi dirinya.. takkan kubiarkan terjadi..

Selama waktu masih tersedia
Ku akan pastikan dirimu untukku
Sepuluh tahun kutunggu dirimu
Untuk bersamaku ... slamanya

Entah sudah berapa pria dan dan berapa wanita yang hadir di dalam hidup kita
Pernahkah terlintas di benakmu bila aku menjadi kisah cintamu

Datang dan Pergi (lyric)

by Raygava, 2005

Datang dan Pergi

Jangan engkau pergi dulu
Berikanlah padaku
Sebuah kesempatan
Tuk jelaskan padamu

Sebelum kau melangkah pergi dariku lagi
Tunggulah sebentar saja
Biarkan aku bicara

Walau semua tak percaya
Betapa aku setia
Aku selalu menanti
Walau kau datang dan pergi

Jika nanti kau kembali, aku kan ada disini
Ku harap suatu hari nanti,
Engkau berhenti berlari

*Walau aku terombang-ambing dalam cintamu
Namun ku akan setia menunggu
Bila engkau memutuskan tuk datang dan pergi
Namun ku akan senantiasa disini

Jangan engkau pergi lagi
tinggalkan aku sendiri
Walau ku tlah terbiasa
kehilangan dirimu

Sebelum kau melangkah pergi dariku lagi
Tunggulah sebentar saja
Biarkan aku bicara

*Walau aku terombang-ambing dalam cintamu
Namun ku akan setia menunggu
Bila engkau memutuskan tuk datang dan pergi
Namun ku akan senantiasa disini

Cara Pergi ke Bandung (lyric)

by Raygava, London 2004

Raygava: Vocals, guitars
Ardhini Citrasari: Bass
Rahmad Ade: Drums

Cara Pergi ke Bandung

Terbawa ku teringat kan masa lalu
Namun tak kan pernah ada mesin waktu
Tuk mengantarku pergi dari tempat ini
Menembus jaman dan mengenang dirimu

Betapa kita sudah berubah kawan
Selalu terpaku melihat masa depan
Namun diam-diam aku masih mencoba mengenang
Dan menemukan lagi jalan untuk kembali

Temu temukan cara tuk pergi ke Bandung
Walau banyak hambatan dan langit pun terus mendung
Namun akan kutemukan jalan yang tepat
Walau perlu waktu ...aku akan menunggu

Ingat saat dulu kusering merenung
Dari tempat kududuk menatap gunung
Namun itu masa lalu seperti kata temanku
Tapi ku tak peduli, aku ingin kembali

Temu temukan cara tuk pergi ke Bandung
Walau banyak hambatan dan langit pun terus mendung
Namun akan kutemukan jalan yang tepat
Walau perlu waktu ...aku akan menunggu

Sekarang semua sudah sangat berbeda
Tak seperti saat kita masih muda
Namun diam-diam aku masih terus mencoba
Dan menemukan lagi jalan untuk kembali

Temu temukan cara tuk pergi ke Bandung
Walau banyak hambatan dan langit pun terus mendung
Namun akan kutemukan jalan yang tepat
Walau perlu waktu ...aku akan menunggu
Temu temukan cara tuk pergi ke Bandung
Walau banyak hambatan dan langit pun terus mendung
Namun akan kutemukan jalan yang tepat
Walau perlu waktu ...aku akan menunggu

The Weirdos (Episode 1: The Weird Broken Woman)

In the following series of posts, I will introduce you to the world of weirdos....
There are so many types of weirdos in this world (n i've been seeing much more of 'em in the past year or so..). So something must be wrong with the world. You could be a weirdo yourself... hell, i could even be a weirdo. (definitely a weirdo to the weirds!).
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The Weird Broken Woman

Ohhh she's so weird... she's so damn weird...
That's because she never knew what she wants. Always obsessed by the ideal world pegged in her mind. But her ideal world may not be ideal at all. Being accustomed to lies throughout her life, she may not know what is real and what is not, which ones are the truth and which ones are sweettalks...
Finding light (dats what she thinks) when it is actually a lie. Finding happiness (dats what she also thinks) when it's actually a cover up of her loneliness. Finding freedom when it's actually her road to pandemonium...

She has been broken (not by me that is, I've only been tryin to give another chance to someone who has f*cked up bad in life,.. and gonna continue so). Or maybe her brain is also broken? Cz, doesn't it need only a mere logic to understand those differences?.. Well, she has been broken, and she is weird. The only question is whether i should put the word 'therefore' between 'and' and 'she', or not. . .?? (see? ... u need brain to understand the last sentence!)

Do i feel sad? yes..
Cz I know she's not happy.. cz i know she's falling apart. Cz i know she's just too comfortable in her own world of lies, deceit, falsified happiness, and denials. She will say she was hurt, and that has been a major excuse for pretty much everything, but nothing's gonna change if she keeps hiding in her 'comfort zone' of false happiness. She's in an abyss, she has been,.... and maybe in it she will always be.

"Remember,... the light at the end of the tunnel, may be you!.." (the outro of "Amazing - Aerosmith")
yeah yeah.. i know it may be me... but i think she will still be stuck in the tunnel, til i dunno when.

The Weirdos (Episode 2: The Weird Suicidal-Sissy Man)

The Weird Suicidal-Sissy Man

Just for a case study:
There is (or was? maybe he's dead now?) a strange guy. And what makes him strange is bcoz he's quite tall. I'd say around 6'0'' or 6'1". He is skinny, with a pony tail on the back of his hair. He has beards and moustaches on his face, wears a tight jeans btw.. hahaa... but,... he acts like a woman!
Not really act like a woman, as you'd see gays (the bitches) do. But he's so sensitive that i'd say he's more sissy than a woman!.... hahhahhahhaa

He had (or maybe have) this crush on an-also-weird woman (we'll discuss abt her next episode), but dunno what happened, he just couldn't manage to get this girl to be his girlfriend (well, maybe he should, then they would be the weirdest couple and they should have weird childrens, and live on an island by themselves and create a new weirdo colony.. hahahhaha.. this is a joke i hv with my friends btw). Well anyway, he's so possesive and strangely over-attached to this girl, that if something happened, if they have a quarrel, then he would go 'ngambek' and cause uneasiness to all his surroundings.

When the girl (drunk) wanted me to accompany her to the bathroom (in a club somewhere in Kemang few mths ago), and pulled my hand, this guy suddenly tapped me in the back.
He said,"take a good care of her!"..
I was drunk,.. but dude, 'pliss deh'! I could still see how pathetic you were!.. What?? couldnt get her? well that's ur problem!.. and u wanna act like her 'best friend' all this time????.. ohhh mannn.. that is just what all those sissy men do! make your 'gebetan' your best friend!.. well dont!..
siissy.... sissyy... sissy... hahahahha!!..

another time, i was gonna take this girl for dinner,.. and suddenly he seemed to be very very jealous, and got really 'ngambek' once again. This girl then felt uneasy, thinking what could make her 'best friend' mad at her?.. And I was so sick (of them) that after that event I didn't want to have anything to do with those two weirdos. but no.. this girl's episode will come next.. so this time, it's abt this pathetic guy first!..

What's worse.. a few weeks later, this guy started to terrorise my friend (another girl). He said he is all fucked up and he wanted to die. The day after he sent another text to my friends saying he was ready if he should die tomorrow... hahahhaha..
It's just too bad, my friend was thinking of replying the text with the following, but decided not to: "Alhamdulillah, we as human should always be prepared!".. hahhahah
oohhhh shitt... this guy was just the freakiest and weirdest guy i've ever met. Later on, he became clingy to this friend of mine..(he used to like her as well).. ohh ohhhh./.. so weiirrrdddddd.. and so girlyyyy!!

Damn... i'm having trouble describing the events in words!...

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Well, what this guy represent is a person, a man, who is basically a loser!.. or maybe he's not a man?.. hahahha
-He couldn't get women to be his girlfriends, so he made them his 'best friends'. this is just what losers do.
-He's always jealous when the girl went out with a guy, and he always go 'ngambek' sendiri. hahahhaha.. loserr !!.. hahhahaha
-He has a destructive mood that can kill the fun mood whenever all the guys r hangin out.
it's like he has this big signboard with blinking lamps on his forehead, saying "NO FUN!"
hahhahahhahahhaha...
-He exaggerates alot. saying he's ready to die and all. pliss deh.. life is just so worthy, that u'd be a total freak to mention 'wanting to die' to get people's sympathy. U wanna be suicidal?.. well then what r u doin here? go ahead and die!.. it'd be much better for others!.. hahahha

ahhhh enough!.. can't say anymore!..
well if u think u r like him.. then don;t do it!.. if you can;t get your women, don't make them your best friends! (unless u can really stop hoping alias 'ngarep').. mood disorder and big exaggeration are just fatal mistakes which make u even more pathetic and even more like losers!! Cz friends don;t like it (that's why u don't have friends, i guess.. hahhaha)
loserr ..loser.. loseeerr..!! freak freak freaaaakk!!!.. hahhahahhah
weirdoooooooooo..

have u seen similar cases? i bet u have. cz i'm sure there are quite a lot of ppl like this guy i picked on.