Excited, scared, embarassed, proud, happy, sceptical, ... and many more. I've got a collection of different adjectives that are messed-up, complicated, double-standard, and full of controversy.
The feeling i've been having is undescribable. What has happened to me is probably both a blessing and a curse, thx to my razor mouth, they say.
Your mouth is your tiger, so they say.
And my mouth's been a lean mean sharp-cutting razor that would easily penetrate to people's heart. hahahhaa. I love to mock people, of course based on scientific and thorough research. But still, mocking people ain't somethin to be proud of. Karma is probably real. At least for me. No, maybe worse. At least I feel that whenever I did 2 bad things to people, I'd probably get 3 bad things for me. But yeah, whatever, we're living in an imbalanced world.
So maybe I get what I deserved. I don't even know what I do deserve. This is why life is God's mystery. The more you think you know about it, the blurrer it gets.
7 years ago, I was so sure of what life is, and had a perfect plan on how to tread it nicely and safely.
Oops! Wrong, brother!... No one will ever have a plan fit and proper enough to be applied perfectly in God's most un-idealistic realm.
Whatever.
At least I can say I'm happier.
And I'm still gonna thank Him for that.
Cheers, my Master! Thanks for new fate :)
At least I can see a change in direction. Ha haaa..
So much for suicides. Yep. p.o.s.t.p.o.n.e.d. fo shoooo!
RP
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