sometimes I think God is being too nice to me. God always does.
From high school Ive learned that life is all about choices and the act of choosing...
Ive been choosing my way since then.. finding my path.. opening numerous doors that were in front of me. Jumping over hurdles..
I have made decisions..and some controversial ones.. I've chosen a degree in architecture over an opportunity in music ....Ive chosen being alone over being with someone I love... I've chosen a degree in Real Estate over an increase of salary and higher position in the company .. and now I choose an opportunity in music over poundsterling salaries and a career in London.... so many people think I am crazy.. Hell.. maybe I am.. even sometimes I think I am crazy..
God has been so nice.. But having options after options can be tiring.
Today I am happy..I thank God.... Alhamdulillah.. but..
it's too much.. even at the last minute, God keeps providing me with options..
And once again//yes once again... I have to say no to money!!...
...
But it's just me.. Maybe I dont really want money.. LIE !!.. hahhahaa.. I do need money.. hell, we all need money.. But I dont need it as much as the common people who put money over happiness, over family, over friends, over love, over life..even sometimes over something as simple as career..I think that may be the only difference.
Yes.. Alhamdulillah ya Tuhan.. but I dont need it.. I dont need this option cos I have decided to go back.. 60% of my soul has already landed at Cengkareng.. hahahhahaa. for the sake of my life, my smile, my happiness.. crazy choice.. and very risky..
But please.. give it to the other guys.. give this opportunity to my friends who needs it more than me..
so if i now ask you guys this simple question... can u really find your own answer for it?..
Which do you prefer now? being common?.. or being not?
From high school Ive learned that life is all about choices and the act of choosing...
Ive been choosing my way since then.. finding my path.. opening numerous doors that were in front of me. Jumping over hurdles..
I have made decisions..and some controversial ones.. I've chosen a degree in architecture over an opportunity in music ....Ive chosen being alone over being with someone I love... I've chosen a degree in Real Estate over an increase of salary and higher position in the company .. and now I choose an opportunity in music over poundsterling salaries and a career in London.... so many people think I am crazy.. Hell.. maybe I am.. even sometimes I think I am crazy..
God has been so nice.. But having options after options can be tiring.
Today I am happy..I thank God.... Alhamdulillah.. but..
it's too much.. even at the last minute, God keeps providing me with options..
And once again//yes once again... I have to say no to money!!...
... But it's just me.. Maybe I dont really want money.. LIE !!.. hahhahaa.. I do need money.. hell, we all need money.. But I dont need it as much as the common people who put money over happiness, over family, over friends, over love, over life..even sometimes over something as simple as career..I think that may be the only difference.
Yes.. Alhamdulillah ya Tuhan.. but I dont need it.. I dont need this option cos I have decided to go back.. 60% of my soul has already landed at Cengkareng.. hahahhahaa. for the sake of my life, my smile, my happiness.. crazy choice.. and very risky..
But please.. give it to the other guys.. give this opportunity to my friends who needs it more than me..
so if i now ask you guys this simple question... can u really find your own answer for it?..
Which do you prefer now? being common?.. or being not?
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