I Never Asked for This

I never asked for a life like this. Well, maybe I did. But hey, that was years ago, 4 to 6 years ago. After I resigned from work in 2008, and tried to focus only for my happiness. I knew that I have made a step to 'slow down' in life.

Sake after sashimi at ikebukuro, Tokyo

Some people they ask for a life in the fast lane. They never understand that those who do live in fast lane often dream about having  a much slower life... There is a reason for the term 'settling down', you see. It's settling down, no one has ever called it settling up.

I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I pleaded over and over to be a normal person with a slower but much happier life. God want it differently and I can't say no to this. To have a life like this is still considered a blessing!.... somehow...