I sometimes think.. life must not be that hard. must be me.
But maybe it is.. coz i've been wandering paths that people avoid. Yeah, people use the highways.. we all love the highways..
I didn't. Same old same old.. always choose the other path, the alternative route, the offroad track.. yeah get your 4WD and let's ride for the sake of adventure, and being different....
It's already in all of the prediction about me I've read ever since i was a kid, both western zodiac and chinese's. It's The adventurer!.. me!.. the man who would jump into ridiculous challenges..
Yes... and according to certain views of life, I have successfully managed to ruin the good stuffs I had. that is, in term of love life a.k.a relationships as well as in term of my very 'colourful' career. hehehhehe. I can be seen as a total failure, depending on how you look at it.
As the result... I may be the one who had seen much (compared to others,.. normal others).. but doesn't give me that happiness does it?..
And now.. with NOT much change left in my pocket.. I still have to face to tough road ahead. argghh.. damn, man... the highway was better..
This is what you get when you're cursed to take the 'alternative route' .... for the rest of your life.
