Frame Foto yang Kosong..
I guess kalo dipikir-pikir itu bisa jadi tema hidup gue 1.5 tahun terakhir.
I've been having these photo frames... Put it on my bedside table (if u'd call it so) since God knows when.. and have been left empty all these times. I moved house in late 2006. It was there, empty.. Moved back here in March 07, still empty. Got additional photo frame from 'someone' around April or May.. and up till now there are two empty photo frames on my bedside table.
These blank frames however, have been the witnesses of my love life in the past 1.5 years. I can't remember how many who walked in and walked out... dont wanna start counting. It's not that many really..but if I can count the fingers till 2 handfull, in 2 years, is quite a number for a guy who's not at all a player.. (you guys who said,"yeah rite!" in the back, pls shut up!).. gue kan cuma manusia cupu yang standar.. udah deh ah..
So i returned home just now.. 2 AM. It was definitely one of the longest days in my life.
And so I am back here again.. returning to the same ol' me with da same ol' situation.... A few months ago I thought things was gonna be different.
When I entered my room.. I looked at the frames (the photo frames).. and i thought "damn, it's empty... It's good though that it's empty.. coz i was thinking of putting a photo of me and her a few months ago... would've been more difficult if I did...."
Some may think I am lucky. But what is lucky these days?.. definitely not the same definition as the lucky we knew back in high school. 'Lucky' was being adored by good lookin' women and including changin' partners. 'lucky' was playing in a band, good at sports activities....
Too bad' lucky' has changed..
Lucky has now become settling down with a wife. Settling down with your day job. Lucky is having dinner on a weekday with your own family, or shoppin' at the malls on saturdays...
Guess I'm just a very unlucky guy then, huh?
You guys think I enjoy all these moments?.. You think I asked for these pain?...
It's what you've encountered in life that shaped you!... I've been walking my own talk.. that to understand love to its fullest, you have to understand pain to its fullest...(copyright Gavaism)
I've learnt abt pain, yes i have...damn rite i;ve learnt well...
But are you familiar with the saying that 'The more you know, the more you you're doomed and confused'?
Hell, I'd rather be someone who didn't know aanything at all, and led a simple life..
These Photo Frames.....
I'm happy it stayed empty....
.....
.............
................
................................... or am I?
I guess kalo dipikir-pikir itu bisa jadi tema hidup gue 1.5 tahun terakhir.
I've been having these photo frames... Put it on my bedside table (if u'd call it so) since God knows when.. and have been left empty all these times. I moved house in late 2006. It was there, empty.. Moved back here in March 07, still empty. Got additional photo frame from 'someone' around April or May.. and up till now there are two empty photo frames on my bedside table.
These blank frames however, have been the witnesses of my love life in the past 1.5 years. I can't remember how many who walked in and walked out... dont wanna start counting. It's not that many really..but if I can count the fingers till 2 handfull, in 2 years, is quite a number for a guy who's not at all a player.. (you guys who said,"yeah rite!" in the back, pls shut up!).. gue kan cuma manusia cupu yang standar.. udah deh ah..
So i returned home just now.. 2 AM. It was definitely one of the longest days in my life.
And so I am back here again.. returning to the same ol' me with da same ol' situation.... A few months ago I thought things was gonna be different.
When I entered my room.. I looked at the frames (the photo frames).. and i thought "damn, it's empty... It's good though that it's empty.. coz i was thinking of putting a photo of me and her a few months ago... would've been more difficult if I did...."
But fortunately they stayed empty... as empty as my heart is now...
Some may think I am lucky. But what is lucky these days?.. definitely not the same definition as the lucky we knew back in high school. 'Lucky' was being adored by good lookin' women and including changin' partners. 'lucky' was playing in a band, good at sports activities....
Too bad' lucky' has changed..
Lucky has now become settling down with a wife. Settling down with your day job. Lucky is having dinner on a weekday with your own family, or shoppin' at the malls on saturdays...
Guess I'm just a very unlucky guy then, huh?
You guys think I enjoy all these moments?.. You think I asked for these pain?...
It's what you've encountered in life that shaped you!... I've been walking my own talk.. that to understand love to its fullest, you have to understand pain to its fullest...(copyright Gavaism)
I've learnt abt pain, yes i have...damn rite i;ve learnt well...
But are you familiar with the saying that 'The more you know, the more you you're doomed and confused'?
Hell, I'd rather be someone who didn't know aanything at all, and led a simple life..
These Photo Frames.....
I'm happy it stayed empty....
.....
.............
................
................................... or am I?
