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Sunday, October 15, 2006

The Weirdos (Episode 4: The Weird Psycho Man)

Akhirnya.. for the multiply ppl.. sori telat gue copy paste nya.. hehhee this was actually published Oct 1, 2006. but do enjoy for those who havent.. Akhirnye gue mutuskan untuk dipercepat ending. it was gonna be a 6 episode series.. tapi gak jadi.. :( sorry..




Finally, i'm tired.. been wanting to do this since when i started this "the weirdos" series .. so here goes.. this is the final episode of 'The Weirdos'!... the one to conclude all the previous ones. May we all now rest in silences..

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The Weird Psycho Man

And so there's this Psycho man. He wanders around lookin for things maybe he wasn't  sure of. He was lookin for the answers to his life. (well, is there any?)
He thought he had it all, he thought he had found the one. But first, one thing about this guy, he always makes crazy decisions. Decisions people wouldn't do.. he's a psycho... a total psycho.
And so he had everything, a career moving towards a settled life, a woman he proclaimed to be 'the one', he had everything a normal-common people would ever wish. But he decided to turn everything around. He destroyed his dream for a common life.. Why?.. cz he's not common.. He's a psycho. And He always said "it takes a big heart to become a psycho..!" And somehow he seemed to all of us someone proud of his mental illness.
During his period of destruction... he met again with the woman of his dreams. (literally and not-literally).. And yes, God has been really good to him (and this i dun even know why). But as expected, his psycho mind spread the pscyho acts.
A woman of his dreams, someone anyone would fight to keep... but no, he drove her away. So now he drove away the one and the woman of his dream.
He never realised the hurt slowly growing inside him from the actions he took. He was careless cause his actions did not heal his mental illness.. it made him worse. Hurt after hurt after hurt, he became more psycho than ever. but God never stop loving this psycho... He gave him chances after chances.. chances to do good, chances to fix his mistakes, chances to heal himself...
not one, not two,.. but three or more..
But he is a total psycho.. The most psychotic man I've ever met!!.. honestly...
He drove away everything once again...
Now the hurt he experienced has grown into something he could not handle anymore. It's like a chain reaction.. the more he got hurt, the more he hurt. And the circle grew bigger and bigger, making contacts to people who were not involved before.
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So that's some brief summary of him. Now to detail his psychotic behaviour!
He had a date once, with this woman of his dreams (another chance to make it work), to a wedding. For some reasons of misunderstanding, the woman thought the wedding is for the following week. But during the afternoon of that day, this psycho guy found out the wedding is on that very day. So he texted the woman, no reply. Called her, no answer.. tried again hours later, still the same... So his devilish psychotic mind started to think psycho. and so he texted her, "it's okay.. i know you probably pretended to forget the wedding date so that u can go there with another man. It's alrite. I'm going there too with my friends.. so c u there!"
goddamnit.. how psyhco is daat????
And not so long after that, his phone rang.. the woman called. She was sleeping throughout the afternoon.... the rest, is just history. history for his dreams to be with this woman. hahahahhaha.. psychooo!!..
He is a psycho in everything.. but mostly to women. The more he's obsessed the more psychotic he becamee... Scary... or Scar-ry (since he has been thru alot of hurt as well - all thru his own actions/decisions of course)? An annoying thing about him, is that he's always inconsistent. The things on his mind.. and the words that came out of his mouth... the words he said to women who hurt him... the words he said to his friends.. all can be different. He has this pride on his shoulder he thinks he should carry.. and that he shows to his friends... but to the women who hurt him.. he;s nothing.. he has no pride..
Now he's soulless, not able to rest, knowing he has screwed up so many things in his life with his stupied ideal that life should be lived as crazy as posibble.
And the best thing abt this guy... he thinks everyone else is a psycho!!!!... hahahhahah
The women who hurt him he called 'em psychos... the women whom he hurt he called them psychos... Without ever realising it was him all along... It was his mad actions who drove everything away from him. So now.. his psycho brain has led him to a world of emptiness, hollowness ... he now has nothing. Nothing's left. And he is experiencing the biggest hurt he ever experienced.. and if u think that will cure his illness.. uh uh.. no no.. that made him more psycho than ever. a crazy man. a lunatic... cz he's the most psycho man i've ever met in my entire life!!!...
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and btw, that man is myself.